Shock

You looked at me
with shock in your eyes
Did you think
that i would just go away
that you could forget
and never pay
I lived and you will
never conquer me
What you did
wont ever be forgotten
You robbed me
of my childhood
did things that
silence has covered
all these years
Did you think
i would just go away
That you could
use me and throw me away
like some piece of trash
I was only 6 years old
But you didn’t care
all you thought of
was how good it felt
while I screamed in pain
I will never understand
what kind of man
could do that
one day you will answer
and i will be there
Now i sit
just as big as you
funny I don’t see
that monster who
raped me
just some sad old man
decrepit and scared

Joseph Men
03/10/2002

© 2002, Joseph Men